As you know if you’ve been following along through various Facebook updates, personal video testimonials, blog posts, emails, and podcast episodes, I have been on an action-packed journey to find my own beauty and unique self-expression in the world. I’m taking the very best of what I’ve learned in the last 2 1/2 years of intensive self-study, 20+ transformational programs, and hours of personal coaching to give you…drumroll….
Camille’s School of Beauty: 3 Months to Uncover Your True Beauty From the Inside Out
The whole point of this program is that if you just lose enough weight, buy the right clothes and makeup, learn to play the game and master all of Cosmo’s sex positions, you’ll end up with the man and life of your dreams, a phat ride, and a mansion on the beach.
HAHAHA, just kidding.
Did I have you fooled? Gosh I hope you know me better than that!
This 3 month live group coaching program is all about the PHYSICAL, EMOTIONAL & SPIRITUAL components of releasing your inner beauty. Benefits of participating include:
Learning to enhance your love for yourself, just as you are and just as you are not.
Releasing judgement of your body and food.
Learning to eat for fun and nourishment and release the need to emotionally eat.
Balancing your hormones for maximum weight loss and sex appeal (i.e…you FEEL sexy).
Identifying the ways of being and acting that you inherited from your parents/early relationships that are limiting your self-expression/perception of your beauty.
Integrating daily practices that connect you to your feminine essence.
Dressing to compliment your body, your personality and magnifying your beauty.
Learning natural beauty tips to keep you looking vibrant and alive!
Identifying your feminine imprint/archetypes for greater freedom and unique self-expression.
Becoming your most beautiful, authentic self with ALL men.
Defining and connecting to your passion and unique purpose in the world.
Experiencing greater freedom and ease with yourself and others.
Releasing both “hyper-masculine” and “little girl” behaviors that block you from BEING the woman you are.
My Story & Transformation
My mom and stepdad were verbally abusive to each other, we struggled financially, and the father/daughter relationship where the little girl is nurtured and built-up was absent. Though they did the best they could, they unconsciously played-out what they learned from their parents. This created habits and patterns in me that led to unhealthy relationships with men, a skewed perception of myself and value, and years spent reacting to their influence as opposed to having true freedom to be authentically me.
Most of my 20’s were characterized by tension, confusion, heartbreak, and a general knowing that while I had so much potential to be and do great things, I was constantly sabotaging myself. What I saw when I looked in the mirror was skewed, to say the least. By all reasonable standards, I was a pretty girl. 5 foot 9, beautiful thick hair, creamy olive skin, intense big green eyes, pretty smile, and a lean athletic body. But that wasn’t what I saw. I saw my flaws and what was in need of improvement. “When I am perfect, then I’ll be worthy of love, then I’ll be beautiful” was the record that ran on repeat.
I never thought I could get the most awesome guys, or if I did, they would definitely leave once they knew how flawed I was. That became a self-fulfilling prophecy. After several heartbreaks, I built a thick shell in the form of an over 40 pound weight gain. I did not want to be pretty, I wanted to keep men away. I was successful, spending most of the last 8 years single, choosing instead to put 12+ hours a day into building my business. This further perpetuated the idea that I was not pretty enough and fundamentally unloveable.
In May of 2011, I actively started my journey of transformation. Then 2013 happened and things got REALLY interesting. From the beginning of the year, I finally had the courage to take a much deeper look at what was keeping me from creating the relationship and life of my dreams. For as long as I could remember, I had wanted to fall in love, get married, live happily ever after. But when I was really honest with myself, I knew things weren’t going to change in my love life UNTIL I DID. Like Einstein said: “Insanity is doing the same thing and expecting different results.”
So I started looking to see what things in me were blocking me from seeing myself the way the world did. What stories and perceptions were hidden from me that limited me from having the love I wanted most? I knew there would be things there I’d previously not had the courage to see. But I was officially caught between a rock and a hard place: I couldn’t go back to the person I’d always been, and I had no idea what I’d have to move through to get to the other side.
And so it began: 2-3 weekends for the last 8 months, I have done some sort of transformational course or had a private coach. I’ve read at least one new book a week, interviewed people on my podcast, and been on a mad hunt for truth. In each, I’ve unlocked a new piece of the puzzle. What I have discovered that I didn’t even know I was looking for was my own beauty. My own magnificence. My own voice. The unavoidable truth that I have something so unique to offer the world that no other living creature could offer: myself. With all of my flaws and imperfections, I am finding my divinity. Lo and behold, I’ve stopped the desperate search to find my soulmate. The irony is a knowing that the relationship I seek now has the space to come as I stop looking for it to complete me.
A day in my life now:
- Most days, I wake up and gaze at myself adoringly in the mirror, so in love with the woman I am becoming, so proud of the things I’ve overcome.
- I eat for nourishment and pleasure, without the need to overeat or eat when I’m not hungry to fill a void.
- I do not judge myself for eating things “I’m not supposed to eat”.
- I create products and programs (like this course) that are an expression of my ever-expanding self and therefore my greatest contribution to the planet.
- I spend much more time with new friends and old, rather than locking myself away in my office behind a computer screen.
- I can be with men, allow them to look at me without discomfort (most of the time), and am willing to attract attention where I previously deflected it. After years of feeling mostly invisible to men, I now feel like I have to beat them off with a stick! That comes with its own set of challenges 😉
- Last, but not least, I am finally owning my physical beauty. I’m wearing bright colors, short skirts, and big jewelry. I wear my hair down most days.
- I am comfortably weighing in at 140 pounds AND I don’t stress AT ALL about the food I eat, and I don’t count calories either!
If I had to sum it up…
I know I am beautiful, beauty that radiates from the inside out.
Your story is different, the particulars of your transformation will look different, but my promise to you through participating in this program is that you will release greater expressions of your own inner beauty, your own voice, your own divinity.
10 x 2-hour tele-classes (and maybe a couple bonus classes) over a 3-month period co-facilitated each week with one of my hand-selected “beauty experts”. Each week you will have a light homework assignment to complete for the following week. You will also have access to our private Facebook group where you can ask me and the experts your questions and get support around what’s coming up for you in doing the assignments.
I will be selecting 10 women to participate in this flagship program. If you would like to submit your application, please do so HERE. We will be starting our first session as soon as we have 10 great candidates, so if you think this is a fit for you in your life at this time, please don’t delay in submitting your application HERE.
Questions You May Ask
Q: Is this just a program for women looking for love?
A: That’s not the point at all! That just happens to be my story so far that lead me to this transformation. This is for any woman who wants to experience their true beauty and greater self-expression in the world.
Q: Will I automatically be accepted if I’m among the first 10 to apply?
A: No. I am looking for the women who are most committed, willing to be coached, and also share their before and after stories (this can be done anonymously if you don’t want to share your name and pics). Once your application is submitted, we will have a conversation to determine whether this is a good fit and time for you to participate.
Q: Is this program affiliated with a particular religion?
A: No. While I have my own spiritual beliefs, as long as you are open to trying on new points of view, it will not interfere with your beliefs.
Q: Who are your “beauty experts”?
A: 8 AMAZING women who have either been directly responsible for supporting my transformation or facilitators of the body of work used therein. I will post their bios as I confirm their participation.
Q: When does it start?
A: As soon as all of the spots are filled and our schedules synced up, no later than 9/16/13. We’re gonna have your transformation complete by the end of the year!!
If you have other questions, please email me: email@example.com